So, I have been missing in the blogging world! I have been trying to figure out whether blogging is the right place for me! I appreciate so much all the goodness that goes on out in blogland – I have made many friends and been influenced in so many positive ways! So grateful am I for that!! I am just not sure if this (blogging) should be a focus in my life. I continually judge myself by how many views a post has or how many comments, etc. Do these things determine my worth?!? I will continue to be M.I.A. until I determine for myself if what I am doing is what I wanted it to be and if I am being true to myself in the process.
I love creating beautiful things – but sometimes I wonder if I am just making more garbage for the landfill. There is often a debate in my head about whether the beautiful things I try to create matter or if they are just fluff- and, if they are just fluff, then are they necessary and of any benefit to the world. My quandary is such that I need to answer this question for myself to the degree that I am convinced that the things I create matter – if not to others, then to me, – But then the question – is that selfish?!?
Sorry, to post something so filled with confusion and indecision but this is honestly where I am and what questions have been rip-roaring around in my head!! If any of you friends and followers out there have any advice on this matter – I would dearly love to hear it!! But in the end, I know that I must be at peace with myself and then move forward with my decision!!!
Thanks for listening!! I still want to make beautiful things to show others I care –